Everything in life isn't right

    I find it so hard to be a part of something. I hate this feeling. Totally hate this feeling of wanting to be accepted. And yes I don't understand why I'm having this feeling. I've been doing reports over reports with Maths and Add Maths as my main subject. I'm starting to hate numbers. Really. I mean that's what I learn about. Non-stop numbers. Sucks. And I feel like there is no one to depend on and it just makes me feel worst.