Miss Anything

  Okay, this is an old picture of me and Hemlatha back then when I was schooling and sweet 16 and a total childish idiot.

  Lets talk about Hemlatha. Now, the reason why I call her Miss Anything is I feel I can tell her just anything. She doesn't think I'm an idiot and actually listens to it!(I'm making that up. She probably sticks cotton in her ears.) She is the cutest person on earth and is romantically linked to a tortoise.(Ask me, I'll tell you who is that. No Ninja turtle crap here.) Now, she can't eat spicy food and writes in a weird way.(You got to see it to believe it) She is super-skinny and loves Chinese food.(I think.) I interviewed her on facebook!

  Name: Hemlatha

  Currently studying: A levels at Sunway

  Favourite colour: Green and Blue (Same like me! Green)

  Favourite cartoon: Naruto

  Favourite book: The Host, Twilight Saga (Okay, I influenced her on this Twilight thing)

  Favourite movie: Ratatouille

  Favourite artist: SHINee

  Favourite food: Anything her mom cooks

  What would you do if the guy you hate says he loves you?
  Hahahaha..??!! Well it must be destiny, so I will try to be friends with him, maybe my feelings will change   when I know him well. (You know, she is very very very kind!)

  Best moment in life?
  When I went to JYP audition in Singapore!

  What is your dream?
  'BIGGEST AND FOREVER!' To perform, like singing and dancing.

  One word that describes you: Weird.  (I don't think so, maybe super-weird?)

  Hemlatha, if you don't like this, call me and complain! I love you!

 

Remember Me?

  Right now I'm reading a book exactly with the same title. Just that... well, after years I'm still having problems with facebook. I know facebook helps you to connect with friends and everything. I found my primary six friend via facebook last week and ever since then been messaging him to know how he is. I was really excited(jumping and squeaking in my sleep) that after 6 years apart I would know how someone had changed. I told him about everything I still remembered about him like how he used to be my class monitor.(I'm really grateful I did not tell him I always thought my best friend at that time was secretly in love with him)

  He turned out to not remember me at all.

  I was very disappointed. Look, I know I'm transparent but to that extend?

  He didn't want to talk about anything we used to do in primary school. I just kept asking him questions and he kept replying. That was all. Clearly, he was very irritated by me. His answers were short and abbreviated and I could sense irritation in every reply.

  So today, I asked him one last question on facebook. 'Do you keep in touch with any primary friends?' I also told him that this was the last question. I would prepare myself to ignore and forget him completely.

  Some things are better left forgotten.

About QUITTING (Wrote this in the gym)

  I'm feeling like a loser, do you have exercise for that?

  Okie, I will be stopping gym. So, this is the last month. Hey, I lost 800 grams! Well, my skinny friend Kah Sim just needs to skip dinner a week to lost 8 kg. I only lose 800 grams like...after a month?

  I'm writing this in the gym with pen and paper, sitting not-so-comfortably on the bicycle machine. Discovery channel is running before me.

  CSY, do you want to continue this gym thing? Hell yes.

  Because it feels good. Very. It kind of gives me something to write about.

  Lets talk about people around me. (I might get kicked for this)

  Now, there is this guy with specs on the treadmill obviously trying to gain muscles and losing more calories than me with his already wet T-shirt. He's hairy. I'll call him Hairy Grey. A small kid runs around looking for his mom, his dad is trying to catch him from the back.

  Hilmi just walked in and out after smiling at me. Okay, it wasn't so bad compared to what I thought.

  This feels like an TV advertisement. Really it does.I remember this TV ad where the girlfriend has extra fats and is laughed by other girls, because her boyfriend is really good looking ( The short ugly boys in my secondary class look so much better than him seriously). The boyfriend loves her so much gets her into a slimming centre. She loses weight and they get married. Right now, the guy in the white shirt sits down and does nothing besides looking at his girlfriend doing treadmill. Well, his girlfriend's transparent elastic T-shirt is screaming to the world: 'The bra underneath is whiteeeeee!' There is a guy checking his hair next to her. Are you sure he is only checking his hair?

Musings during the gym

 1. I wonder what they will be thinking anyway. Okay, everything in my life is due. From gym to form 6 to taking pictures. I'm going to have some serious problems.

2. It's clear I abhor the counter girl. She looks like a sarcastic princess from hate-land.

3. I wish I could.

4. I don't like that guy in spec's. He thinks he is a...never mind.

5. I can't be the thinnest, I can be the smartest.

6. I want to cut hair.

7. I want to write a book.

8. I want a vacation.

9. I hate milk advertisements. They say they protect children from virus.

10. I wish I could respond more quickly when telling lies.

11. I wish my face wasn't an open book where people could just read it and tell my thoughts.

12. The last thing I need is Nightmare's brother.

13. A guy is wearing a shirt splattered with paint. I like it.

14. I saw this woman in the market today wearing black sun glasses. She was a cool grandma.

The world is a crazy place

  Naked  man in bank

  I went to the bank last week to be greeted by a naked beggar lying inside. I was shocked. Never have I seen a naked man lying around in my life! I ran to the car, my mom going into the bank to do her thing. I didn't want nightmares. Talking about being innocent.

  Facebook embarrassment

  Till now I am screaming inside and out about the comment I left on facebook that proved to the world I'm a total lunatic. It begins with this boy that i met in the gym that did not say 'Hi' to me. I called him and said 'Hi' just before I left the gym. Later he feels like a total jerk and writes on my wall saying he was sorry for not saying 'Hi' as he was too focusing. I read what he wrote wrongly and thought he did not say 'Hi' as I was too focusing. I commented I did not notice him as I was too focusing on the book I was reading. I know, simply idiotic. I left that comment on my wall for more than a week! I'm screaming again.(Don't bother)

  Never let go

  I went out with Gaa Mun on Saturday. I finally learned to let go. Credit goes to Gaa Mun. She made me realise when a relationship doesn't work out, both sides feel they hurt the most. I thought I was hurting the most. she made me realise I wasn't the only one. The past is the teacher, time is the healer.

 

Happy Start

  It was Valentine's Day yesterday. I'm S-I-N-G-L-E. Always been. Hemlatha asked me to list out 21 characteristics of my future boyfriend. Frankly speaking, how is it like to have a boyfriend? Would it be weird, having another person so close to you? Would it be sweet, having another person to share your joy and pain? Or just simply be there for you? Do we really need somebody?

  My Moral teacher told me(And the rest of the class) once that everyone has a soul mate. I'm skeptical about this soul mate thingy. It equals to people saying marriages are made in Heaven. I wonder why they divorce then. Some marriages were probably made in Hell. After a series of very fortunate events, I hope to stay single in my life.

  I hear about happy endings, but most happy endings are the start of many people's unhappiness. I hear people cheating on their spouses, being abuse, and freedom problems. I am a free soul. I like to do things my way. I easily get bored. I can never imagine being stuck with someone like......till the end?

  Still, I do not want to wake up when I'm sixty, alone and sacred with no one around me. At the end of the day, I need someone you know.

  I do not want to ruin my life getting into commitment. Confused. Really.

  Famous Last Words: The world is so huge, I want to see every part of it before I die.