Today is and shall be the most embarrassing day of the week.

  First, I enter Mr. Zamari's(or is it Zamani?) class where he stresses out the facts of Uni life and how to find stuff online. It took a while but I realise he was saying what I had actually told my PA(PA stands for personally assistant-kidding). The culture-shock stuff. After going to so many schools in my life I still get culture shock-is there anything more impossible? Then, I bumped my head on the toilet bowl(the flushing thingy) and then on the wall where I tried to lean my head. In the Instrument Lab, Mr. Zamari clearly stated that collared T-shirts and no track bottoms were allowed. That was exactly what I was wearing. He also said something about not having your bag on the table-mine was fat and lying there obviously catching attention like a celebrity.

  And later I'll have my first Physics experiment. I wonder if I'll be allowed into the lab. I'm not properly dressed at all. Need more collared T's.

  Gosh, can you believe it? The day is just starting.

  I'm living on bread nowadays with nestum and milk as side dishes.

  What I learned here is you can't change everything. You have to learn other people's ways. You have to let go. letting go hurts but not letting go hurts worst.

Yeah People!

  I was suppose to be in some college doing something that will get me something near to Biology or Chemistry. Well, that's not happening, so I'm doing something with Physics even though I simply dislike it. Its been a week in UTeM and life's not so good. I miss family, toilets are so small, food not good, and I hate the fact that life is going to be full of Maths and Physics. I'm so sick in my heart I need to get a life. Sigh.